I want to change my mind, I want to be enough.

I stand alone

How does it feel to have different opinions from others?

Is it alright to feel different?

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Through my playground eyes:
5/27/2013 04:03:00 pm

Fatal Attraction

You know you can't make it work so you adopt distance but it hasn't done you any justice.

When you wake, you still think of the one.
At work, you think of the one subconsciously.
Every now and then you are just aching to start a conversation with the one.

It goes on and on until you realize that somehow this particular person has taken up some sort of a permanent residence in your mind.

But then again, you are fully aware that all things you are going through is just a phase. Well, it might turn out to be just a phase, right? It has to.

Given the distance and the need to fill up the void, you start loving things the one loves and crave for the favourite food when suddenly, it seems like your entirety is reacting to this new phenomena and you are unable to stop it.

The only way to end this is by going through it.

When you wake, you will continue thinking of the one.

At work, the thought of the one continues to linger in your subconscious.

You will keep putting effort to start a conversation, no matter how dumb it sounds.

You know this particular person is one of those whom you cherish.

So is this love?

Oh, maybe not.

But it's sure as hell feels like it.

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Through my playground eyes:
6/20/2012 11:50:00 pm

Expired

Everything that we had is no longer valid.

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Through my playground eyes:
5/28/2012 02:10:00 pm

I can't have you but I have dreams.

It happened for two consecutive days.

It has taken over my subconscious.

I need to recover fast.

I guess once I love, it gets pretty tough to undo it but I'm left with no choice.

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Through my playground eyes:
5/13/2012 08:12:00 pm

Shiny new shoes

Yeah, here we go...

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Through my playground eyes:
4/10/2012 11:06:00 pm